Pubs... and not

I am such a loser. So one of the guys at work, M, invited me out to the pub to hang out after work. He honestly was just being nice and totally didn't have to invite me, especially because we have a bit of an odd history. Basically, he works on these accounts on another team and we haven't agreed on certain aspects on how they've been managed. I told my other coworker, J, that I don't like him all that much, and he TOLD M that I hated him when we were all semi-drunk when we were all out one night. So... we are totally not buddies.

But anyway, it was nice of him to invite me and so I went because I had nothing else to do. I felt a little odd going, because it was basically all his friends from our LDO. They were pretty friendly and one of the girls even invited me to a party that she's throwing next Friday. Despite that, they were already a fixed crowd with their own little inside jokes that they referred to all the time. I felt pretty awkward after a while, especially since I wan't really saying much. I was already really tired and not in the mood to be social... so I lied. I said I was meeting up w/ a friend at Victoria when I really was just going to get some fast food and crash at my hotel.

I haven't had a social bug in me since... high school. Ugh, I piss myself off sometimes.

But that was technically my 2nd time in a pub this week. I went on Wednesday too, also w/ coworkers, but they were from my team so I was able to socialize with them more. That was way more fun, too...

Tomorrow I'm going to try to hit several museums since they're free. More to come! I'm falling asleep while writing this entry!