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So I've decided I should try really hard to stop being so damn cynical (note the TRY). We'll see how this goes. So far this week, I've managed to hold comments in about 4 times, but have blurted unhelpful, not so nice things/points-of-views out about 100 times. Eek - at least that's some progression, though. Baby steps! I am forever eating my words and am quite positive that karma is working its hand nicely (which means I am getting what I deserve).

In the health world, I've lost about 6 pounds in the past 2-3 months - not sure if this is a good thing or not - simply by not overeating or consuming things like CCF. Have also started and stopped an extremely light workout regime including playing with the Wii Fit or spending at least 30 minutes on my new elliptical machine (er, with part of that 30 minutes used to also fix said elliptical machine). Sadly, I have not continued since my return from Hawai'i a few weeks ago, but I WILL start again soon!

Also awaiting results from B - will take 2 weeks, let's hope it's nothing serious! Getting old sucks.

Am dreading upcoming birthday, where I will officially be heading towards my LATE twenties. Not looking forward to it in the least.

Also am delaying the acceptance that I probably will never be able to head out of here. Must keep up hope and search!

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